One Step At A Time

My feelings has tone-down a lot.

I'm not excited whenever i see his name anymore, although i do stalk him occasionally. 

My heart hears my mind. I like it. 

I can do this!!! Hopefully I can move on from him completely. YES I CAN!

Insyaallah. Amin!

Change of Hearts

Told ibu about my decisions, how i contemplating my career choice because i dont think accountancy is for me.
told her i want to be a wedding planner, because i love weddings and i love planning.
but as usual, obviously she wouldnt agree.

told me to get my proper qualification first, told me that she didnt send me far away for me to give up halfway.
funny, how she was one of the reason why i chose to go far away.

how i wanted to fix myself
fix my mind
fix my confidence
fix my depression

its hard to keep it all to myself,
how depressed i was.
no one knows.
no one does.

because to them, im always happy.